it’s 1:46 and a boy

1:46 and my ex

4:09 and my wife

4:31 am & my depression

4:44 a.m why I’m young with ear problems

1:48 a.m and how I’m going to decorate my apartment next month 

5:20am and my fiance

5:22 am and counting down how long until my fiancé comes home from work even though he just left

9:12 am and how the girl that I’m in love with is in the next room sleeping next to her girlfriend

11:12 am and how I have so much to do today before leaving for Louisiana, and how I’m excited to visit the New Orleans Marshalls store bc I’m a work nerd.

11:18 am. I’m thinking about getting a new job, where to apply, finishing this class and the other extension paper and how I have to take this proctored exam on a campus I know nothing about before the 23rd. Also annotated bibliography. Also cleaning and organizing. Also mac and cheese. Yeah.

12:15 am. Thinking about what time my cute bf will be waking up so I can wish him a good day before I gotta sleep…..and of course, missing him to bits

12:16 am

thinking about how I should probably be asleep but I’m not

1:25am my bf, weed and things I’m not going to discuss.