Consider this blog dead for now.
So, I’ve been fighting to become a better artist for years now through poverty, health issues and more, my close friends know how hard I’ve worked and now I’m sitting here with quite a strong inflammation in my arm as proof of it that I’ve had for months.
I’ve been trying my best so I could one day turn this into a profession or something (Not on Tumblr.) but the time I’m putting in is just not worth it for what I gain, I’ve had health problem after health problem and it’s tearing me down, I don’t have the strength to carry on anymore.
Something else that’s really discouraging is that I’ve COMPLETELY stopped getting followers, notes and reblogs, I struggle to make it past 50 notes with works I put down days into, I’m gaining as many notes as I was 2 years ago.
I’m not after the attention, as said so did I want to push myself into making this a profession but that’s not gonna matter if it’s only the same 50 who see it every time, I get no new followers who could be potential commissioners who’d help me grow into who I wanna be.
So it just feels like this isn’t worth my time anymore, not with all I have to put up with for my time invested.
May I start posting again? Maybe, boredom is a thing but unless I feel like I can come back with a bang I probably won’t.
Thank you to all my friends and those who supported me through my many years on this site, they were great.
Take care everyone!
Timezone reblog.
Aww I’m sorry it’s not working out for you.
