So, I’ve been fighting to become a better artist for years now through poverty, health issues and more, my close friends know how hard I’ve worked and now I’m sitting here with quite a strong inflammation in my arm as proof of it that I’ve had for months.
I’ve been trying my best so I could one day turn this into a profession or something (Not on Tumblr.) but the time I’m putting in is just not worth it for what I gain, I’ve had health problem after health problem and it’s tearing me down, I don’t have the strength to carry on anymore.
Something else that’s really discouraging is that I’ve COMPLETELY stopped getting followers, notes and reblogs, I struggle to make it past 50 notes with works I put down days into, I’m gaining as many notes as I was 2 years ago.
I’m not after the attention, as said so did I want to push myself into making this a profession but that’s not gonna matter if it’s only the same 50 who see it every time, I get no new followers who could be potential commissioners who’d help me grow into who I wanna be.

So it just feels like this isn’t worth my time anymore, not with all I have to put up with for my time invested.

May I start posting again? Maybe, boredom is a thing but unless I feel like I can come back with a bang I probably won’t.

Thank you to all my friends and those who supported me through my many years on this site, they were great.
Take care everyone!