9:26 PM, August 06, 2017 - SUNDAY
I hope this fiber supplement starts fixing my poor guts. I hate having to sit/lay around, wasting my time feeling bad instead of being able to actually do something. I want to be able to draw more. Its very hard to focus on art with a gurgling stomach and an off/on urge to vomit. It would also be super nice to just get over that stupid fear. It seems like for most other people, throwing up is just something that happens sometimes. Other people aren’t afraid to go out or eat certain things. They don’t constantly think about the possibility of puking sometime soon. They don’t panic when they get the slightest indication of illness. I go through all those things and it’s very crippling.
